My makeshift brain just had a baby, Happy Birthday Blog, her name is "The Thought Continuum". I figure the title is pretty much self explanatory.
Anyhow, I birthed or should I say begat?... this blog today so I could somehow try to vet my thoughts. Oddly enough it isn't for the purpose of being read by anyone that I chose a 'blog' instead of writing in a 'diary'. Does anyone still use them?
But it really was just so I could express my thoughts freely. Why don't I just use facebook? Well to be honest I have thought about that, but I believe it would be too harshly judged. I feel like if I express myself truly and fully to my friends and family that it may be critically viewed. I may be considered a whiner, complainer or even judgmental. You see even in writing this snip-bit I just realized I'm too reliant on what people think, that I have somehow encaged myself in this jail for expression that I can't even comment what I really want to say because I am too busy avoiding the disapproving eye of the masses.
Strange how just letting your thoughts flow freely and unhindered, unleashes something with you that you never thought or could have imagined possible. Me ... a 'people pleaser' and victim of my own chastisement really, shocking even to my own subconscious. But I guess this is what it is.
I'll surrender to the therapy of it all, the soothing flow of thought and the silent piercing revelations that I am sure are bound to come. On that note, that will be all for today's entry.
Again, Happy Birthday "The Thought Continuum"
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